My grandpa called me today and talked to me for a good amount of time. He just got home from the hospital because his body is breaking down on him one by one. I cant tell anyone how much it hurt me to hear all of this. He is the man that made me who I am today. The Strongest person ive known. He told me about all his sicknesses and told me about his worst one. Depression. Hes been trying to survive day by day, and he comes home to a empty house that was once full. His Wife left him, his daughter is living on her own now and he comes home to nothing. He told me this hurt him the most. I wish i could do so much more than i can. It kills me inside to think about how much hes hurting right now. And i sit here, unable to do nothing because i cant think about anything else.
Everythings going bad.
There is no fear in love. Perfect love drives out all fear. (1 John 4:18)
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It’s official all the 2011 defensive starters are back for next season! 49ers=Best Defense in the league!
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5:30 just woke up and weighed myself. 127.5 and last night i was almost bout give up on weight. 2 pounds feels so much just to lose. Just posting this because it felt so hard to achieve cause im starving but idk why it feels good. lol. I even ran home. But its just the start of my day. Im glad i made it this far in wrestling but i could be way better. well i gotta long day in front of me. Peace.
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But it ain’t about how hard you hit; it’s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. . It’s How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done.
In all honesty I take things for granted to much. Wrestling has definitely been a great first year to me but i cant wait til its over. The only reason is cause i cant wait til the next season. A fresh start. I know next year ill come back stronger and way harder the way this year was. But from now on out ill try to give it my best. Haha after this ankle is healed..
